Sorry...

I been really sick for over a week now, and have not wanted to do nothing.
I think I have worked like 2 days out of this week so far, and I am about to lose my job. Things are going really bad for me now. I have no money, and can't cover my doctor bills. They do not know what's wrong with me. And are trying me on 2 different types of Anti biotic. And my boss is friggin pissed off at me. So here goes my life once again.

Shit...

Pessimism pays off. Everything goes really well, then it all just falls apart....
My brother calls me at 6AM yesterday, and tells me something I really DO NOT want to hear first thing in the morning..... His girlfriend miss-carried..... She was so far along, that she had to deliver it. They would have had a little boy.
The Cremation I believe was today.... Then after that, I get called in to work on my day off... Like I really want to go to work after talking with my brother after that happened. Ya, I was a great person to be around at work.... I am really feeling so sorry for my brother right now.
Then one of the managers quit today, and I had to pull an extra 3 hours at work to cover for his shift... Went in at 7AM got out at 5PM. God am I tired. I like the extra hours and all... But I wasn't prepared for such a long boring incredibly slow day today.. It was so slow, that I had to clean everything twice, just to have something to do.
Well happy labor day everyone.

Promotion?

Well.... I was being nice to my manager here these last couple of days, and we are getting a long pretty well an everything. I made a joke about trying to butter him up so I can try to get the promotion to Crew Trainer since we no longer have one, when he said, "That's why I'm trying to get all this training done for you." Well..... Looks like I may be getting a promotion if all goes well for me. Yay again!
Heh, these last couple of weeks have been pretty odd, instead of everything falling apart for me, it's all looking up. I just hope I don't take some huge fall anytime soon to really ruin things for myself. I'm rather happy things are looking better for once.
I've had a few break downs at work and had to spend a little time in the freezer to just let it all out, and cry where no one can see me. And I been a little snappy at my co-workers. But thank god they understand where I'm coming from, and one of them has been pretty damn supportive.
I'm thinking of moving again... This time to New Jersey. We will see what happens with this promotion first though before I decide anything though.
Well I'm really burnt out and about to fall asleep, so I'm going to hit the sack.