I'm back

Well here it is again, that dark part of my life. I am back to whine and complain and tell how miserable my life is. Yes, it is over a woman. I have been finding more often then not, that people just want you for what you have, not for who you are. My last love of my life, who'm has really torn me apart really only used me for my money, then when I quit giving her everything I had, she went around and told people I was threatening her... So many horrible people in this world, one day it will end, and I will not have to deal with any more of life's problems. And it may come soon. Only time will tell...

I have moved my blog!!!

I will no longer go by this blog anymore as I feel I have moved passed my self pity and am now moved to Life Does Get Better! Please come see me there!!!!!!!

It's Monday...

Well nothing new going on, just been a pretty dead weekend with not a lot to it. Working on getting my mom and a distant cousin out here to Hawai'i for a month this summer. Would really be good for my mom to come out here for a little while. I am sending me cousin out too so that way my mom has some company with her. I don't want her to be bored while I am working and she is sitting here doing nothing. So I think it will be great for the both of them. It's going to cost me like $1300 or so to do it, but I really don't mind. It will be good for me too, to get to see my mom for a little while.

Earthquake update

Ok I just got news that they have been doing some weapons testing in the saddle of the 2 volcanoes again. So the huge rumble we had felt could have been from that. I do not have any evidence yet as to which one it is. But I am going to keep looking.
We had a party at the Kanaka Kava bar last night, it was the 5th anniversary. We had a group there called Sashamon, which is a reggae. It was really good, and I had a lot of fun. Made something like $51 in tips serving Kava too, so it was a rather good night. Though I ended up being sick yesterday, and went to stay at a friends house, I fell asleep on his front lawn waiting for him to get home, and ended up sleeping there all night. Wasn't really all that bad though, didn't get too cold out. But other then all that, nothing really new as developed.

Wow....

We just had an earthquake in Hawaii! I have looked at all the live seismic graphs and nothing is showing it though, but it was there. It is believed that it has to do with one of the Volcanoes here. There has been a bulge in the crater for a while now, and it might have finally given way. Not to sure yet, still looking for live updates on everything.

Shit went bad

Well yesterday Zack's sister was starting a lot of shit with everyone on the farm, and threatening to call Zack's dad and talk him into selling the farm. She told their parent that no one here was getting along, everyone hated her, and every one was drinking all the time. So today I told Zack about it, I felt it was the right thing to do, because he could not figure out who it was that was sabotaging him. Well... Shit really hit the fan, and they had a huge fight. She threw hot coffee on him and a bunch of shit. Well the cops got involved, and now he has to go to court for some shit or another now, and he is getting a restraining order against her so she can not come to the farm any more. But it is looking like he may really be losing the farm now because of all this shit happening. I'm kind of confused and bewildered at the moment.

Damn pigs....

Yesterday when I was driving down to the lower farm I seen a mass of pigs. I almost ran 2 large ones over in the process, then while picking Noni, I had a baby one like standing right next to me which scared the piss outta me like you wouldn't believe. When I went back down there later that evening, I had a baby pig running right in front of my left front tire, refusing to move out of my way, so I had to slow down to keep from hitting it. There were a few pigs down there and some roosters. Really made me wish I would have brought the rifle down there. But oh well.
I have a truck for my own usage now, that I am using for projects I do around the farm. We charged the batter yesterday, and this morning the damn thing is dead, so I am not to sure what is wrong with it yet, need to go look it over really well. And the damn thing has no gas either, so now I am irritated with it. But as always, I get irritated really easy. Other then all that, I been pretty damn bored around here. Just can't seem to keep my mind occupied with anything these last few days. I think it's time to go and talk with a therapist or something. I think I might just do that...