Day 4
4 days have gone by... I haven't eaten a single thing... Not good.
I got a very disturbing call this morning.... Turns out one of my close friends from California is coming into town to live with her. Hence the reason she kicked me out of the house.
Talked to a lawyer today, chances look good that I may get my kid. But as long as I am living here, I am going to have trouble getting work, and getting on my feet. Lawyer says that the courts will not frown on me if I leave state and file for my kid. As long as i make it noted that I am willing to move back here to the state of Arizona. I would file the papers now, because of what she is putting my kid through, but, heh, i am negative $200 in the bank and counting. Don't have the money to file for nothing.
Right now all i know is that i really really wanna see my son more then anything in the world. And kick the shit outta my so called friend.
Man this is all just pure shit. Why do people have to do this kinda shit to people man. Do they enjoy making other peoples lives misserable? Is it something that gets them off? Pleasure from kicking a man when he's down to his lowest? There has to be some kinda reason here I'm sure.
Well I'm going to go curl up and suffer some more while all this shit goes through my head. Maybe one day I will be able to sit down and eat.... Or maybe I will just pass out and forget everything. You never know......
I got a very disturbing call this morning.... Turns out one of my close friends from California is coming into town to live with her. Hence the reason she kicked me out of the house.
Talked to a lawyer today, chances look good that I may get my kid. But as long as I am living here, I am going to have trouble getting work, and getting on my feet. Lawyer says that the courts will not frown on me if I leave state and file for my kid. As long as i make it noted that I am willing to move back here to the state of Arizona. I would file the papers now, because of what she is putting my kid through, but, heh, i am negative $200 in the bank and counting. Don't have the money to file for nothing.
Right now all i know is that i really really wanna see my son more then anything in the world. And kick the shit outta my so called friend.
Man this is all just pure shit. Why do people have to do this kinda shit to people man. Do they enjoy making other peoples lives misserable? Is it something that gets them off? Pleasure from kicking a man when he's down to his lowest? There has to be some kinda reason here I'm sure.
Well I'm going to go curl up and suffer some more while all this shit goes through my head. Maybe one day I will be able to sit down and eat.... Or maybe I will just pass out and forget everything. You never know......
posted by Unknown at 06:48
2 Comments:
ub...this all breaks my heart. i read on another website every day about the fathers who havent tried to see their kids in years! and then i come here & read what you're going thru. anyway.. "eat, poppa, eat!" Year Without A Santa Claus, remember it?
BoUnCeS!! LibbY!
I'm with libby!
But, do this...get your ass outta bed or your apartment and go do something that you and your ex DIDN'T do.
Don't do shit to your friend. When/if you see him...tell him THANK YOU (that'll confuse the crap outta him). Just be cool with him - especially when your kids may come to you.
You can do this! Remember, you ARE better w/o her, and you may get your kids back if you look like the responsible one.
By the way, alcohol screws things up at this point - I recently learned that. I am not a tea-totler by any imagination. But when her and I "realigned" our relationship, I got totally drunk and said things that I shouldn't have (as alluded to in my first poem) not mean..just things.
Trust me, I am going through something similar - similar.
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