Friends

Friend called me today to see how I was taking things. This is the first she heard of the whole thing on this..... She made me make so many promises about my son.... And me getting a new life and moving on and taking my kid back.
We talked about so much stuff, and how much she cared and worried about me all the time. We talked for well over 3 hours easy. Wasn't about anything in particular... Just random thoughts and ideas. She wants so bad for me to come live with her so she can help me get my life straight and get my son back.
Her timing could not have been better. She caught me when I was thinking about my Son, and how he chases my cats around the house... And how my ex would sit in my lap and we would talk about dumb shit...... And I was trying to figure out how she could through 5 years away for all the dumb shit she is doing now....
My friend - Plummy is her name - Listened to all of this and then helped me forget for just one night that everything was so wrong. She did so well on making me laugh, smile, cry, and just have a good time. I am really looking forward to finally meeting her sometime. I think we would have a lot of fun together.
She may not be the most gorgeous person on the outside - but hey who's looking right? She is the most Beautiful wonderful most awesome person on the inside. She has this way of making you feel like everything is going to be ok. I was really surprised that she had me smiling and laughing like she did. She got me feeling really good about myself... And I really love her for that. It's been so long since anyone could do that to me..... Just wish there wasn't so much distance between us. I think things could really work out for the better with her. But first we need to see about getting her to move away from New Jersey.... She's paying like $800 Rent on a small apartment there.... It's totally insane.
Well we will see what comes of it all.... One day. I'm sure.