Not good...

I woke up this afternoon (had a really long sleep since I have not slept in 4 days either) and went in the bathroom. I looked at my self in the mirror...... I have lost so much weight over the weekend it's scary. I use to have a slight belly, now i just have a flat spot. You know it's scary how someone can do this to you, and get enjoyment out of it.
I think I am just going to go to my friends house, and just lay low for some time. Get my head together and find out what i really want, before I open myself again.