Well....
Ok so I was wrong......
It's the calling card that he used that came up with a local number. And I miss interpreted the voice mail... Sorry I totally jumped the gun there.
I went down to her house to talk with her. We talked for a good 5 1/2 hours.. And no my kid wasn't there, and I couldn't go pick him up. But we talked.... Well I talked. Got everything out in the open. Totally took my heart out and handed it to her - yes I still love her... I know I'm totally insane...... She basically cut it in half, crumpled it up, and tossed it around like it was a fucking ping pong ball.
I am still not sure what I did wrong to deserve such ill treatment.... But some how I feel really deeply that some how some way, I'm to blame here.
She does not want nothing to do with me in any way, and wants me to go to the court house and just GIVE her custody of my son........ What kinda fucking bull shit is that? It's bad enough I feel like shit for turning my back on the family as it is.... Why the hell would I do something like that? Do I totally have stupid written all over my face?
Heh... I'm just going on and on here about absolutely nothing.... So all in all, she basically told me to go get fucked. And it tore me up. It's so hard to turn my back on 5 years of my life. But I am moving out to Neenah WI to live with a friend until I can get on my feet and get enough money to fight for my son.
My friend in WI just ordered me a pizza too. Said he's kinda freakin out that I haven't eaten. Not sure if I can get it though, since I don't have his credit card here...... But I'm sure there is a way it can be done. I think I can finally sit down and eat something now. I seem to feel a little better knowing that I was the better person here, and went to see what can be done to save everything.... Most people call that being a pansy..... But it took me a lot to suck up my pride and go do it. Now that I know there is no way to get anywhere with that woman, I do kinda feel a little better..... And I'm hungry for once! So off I go to see if I can get this pizza. (For the record.... I hate pizza.)
Oh and on a side note. Thanks for understanding those of you who have made a comment on these. Most people would look at all this and just say, "He's just saying this for attention and because he's mad." "He just wants people to feel sorry for him."
But you have seen passed that, and can understand what I'm going through on some level I'm sure. To be honest, it surprised me when I actually had people reading this stuff. Thank you ever so much!
~Paul UB
It's the calling card that he used that came up with a local number. And I miss interpreted the voice mail... Sorry I totally jumped the gun there.
I went down to her house to talk with her. We talked for a good 5 1/2 hours.. And no my kid wasn't there, and I couldn't go pick him up. But we talked.... Well I talked. Got everything out in the open. Totally took my heart out and handed it to her - yes I still love her... I know I'm totally insane...... She basically cut it in half, crumpled it up, and tossed it around like it was a fucking ping pong ball.
I am still not sure what I did wrong to deserve such ill treatment.... But some how I feel really deeply that some how some way, I'm to blame here.
She does not want nothing to do with me in any way, and wants me to go to the court house and just GIVE her custody of my son........ What kinda fucking bull shit is that? It's bad enough I feel like shit for turning my back on the family as it is.... Why the hell would I do something like that? Do I totally have stupid written all over my face?
Heh... I'm just going on and on here about absolutely nothing.... So all in all, she basically told me to go get fucked. And it tore me up. It's so hard to turn my back on 5 years of my life. But I am moving out to Neenah WI to live with a friend until I can get on my feet and get enough money to fight for my son.
My friend in WI just ordered me a pizza too. Said he's kinda freakin out that I haven't eaten. Not sure if I can get it though, since I don't have his credit card here...... But I'm sure there is a way it can be done. I think I can finally sit down and eat something now. I seem to feel a little better knowing that I was the better person here, and went to see what can be done to save everything.... Most people call that being a pansy..... But it took me a lot to suck up my pride and go do it. Now that I know there is no way to get anywhere with that woman, I do kinda feel a little better..... And I'm hungry for once! So off I go to see if I can get this pizza. (For the record.... I hate pizza.)
Oh and on a side note. Thanks for understanding those of you who have made a comment on these. Most people would look at all this and just say, "He's just saying this for attention and because he's mad." "He just wants people to feel sorry for him."
But you have seen passed that, and can understand what I'm going through on some level I'm sure. To be honest, it surprised me when I actually had people reading this stuff. Thank you ever so much!
~Paul UB
posted by Unknown at 17:48
2 Comments:
ub...nahhh, if you wanted people to feel sorry for you, you could've already been sitting in a bar, whining to everybody! you're better than that, obviously....you can do it here anonymously (kinda, with all of us!!
LibbY!
Thanks Libby!
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