Damn X

Well my X called me this morning. Told me she's quitting her job. Does not have enough money for rent, and no money for food. And can't afford diapers for my son. And said she has over a $1,000 doctor bill for her son, and can't make ends meet... I felt so horrible and bad, I was willing to drop everything, give up all my stuff, get a bus ticket back and send her what was left of my check.
Then I talked to the one special person in my life right now, and she didn't really say much, but as I told her about it. I realized how really stupid it sounded. Giving up everything I have just accomplished, just to be with someone who hates me so much. So I saved myself from that upset. I am going to send my friend some money so that he can go get her some gift cards from like Albertsons. So she can have some food. But I refuse to do anything more for her. She will have to learn to do things on her own now. And live to understand what she lost.
Ya, I'm not ready to give up yet. I have yet to be beaten. She's the one losing here. And all this will help later in court too. Show that she is a very incompetent mother who can not manage 3 kids.
So it's her loss, and her problem now.
Do I sound fucked up at all?